You know I claim to want to encourage people and help people and i do for a moment, but I don’t really pay attention to them or i do but forget, I want to remember, but that’s just it,I usually don’t pay attention to the details even though I think I do, I hear and see what i want to see, I don’t see a persons flaws, i see them for who they are, but i can’t remember how i first met them or what they like, i like to motivate peoplle i want to be part of their life, but here i am on this freakin computer wasting away my life damn